Saturday, 31 August 2013

The end is near...

The concept of time, I don't understand it. The concept of traveling, it confuses me. Two days ago I kissed the ground goodbye in Philippines, later that afternoon I walked around in Hongkong city, yesterday morning I had a coffee with my outreach leaders from my dts (amazing Dylan and Youngmi) at Johannesburg airport and now I'm reunited with the DTS in Cape Town. Ten weeks ago we left South Africa and now we are already back. It feels like waking up from a really long dream...


Summarizing the outreach it's been amazing, challenging and fun. We've shared around 32 sermons, about the same amount of testimonies in eight weeks time. In that time we've done ministry in eight different locations. Within a two month period of time I will have been in five countries, counting Thailand, Philippines, Hongkong, South Africa and Sweden. We've seen a lot of places and met a lot of faces. God has shown me many things. He has shown me what it means to love, how to lead with a humble heart and the importance of patience. 

One more week left of debriefing, the whole DTS will be gathered to try to prepare our hearts and minds for going home. Soon this will all be memories. Memories of how God has molded and shaped us into being more Christ-like. I'm forever thankful for this time!
By the end of next month I'm back in Sweden. I wonder what will happen next. But I know the adventures will not stop. They will continue and continue as I'm getting to know God more and more and as more and more people will be part of my life.. Greater memories are waiting to be created. May it be for His glory.



Hongkong by night.

Thursday, 22 August 2013

An island far from the doctor.

It was on Sunday afternoon. Heidi and I had decided to do a bible study together with some of the ladies. Dam was also doing one but on another part of this island.
The timing was essential. Our group had already started walking towards the destination. We get slowed down by Dam's group who are catching up as we are apparently all waking in the same direction. 
In my own world walking past the basketball court I suddenly get awakened by a loud noice. The woman next to me starts praying as her voice is cracking. I follow her to the courtyard and see that the pole (which is only supported by big rocks) has fallen to the ground. Past me runs a boy with blood running down his face and neck. 
"Heidi you are a nurse! What do we do?" We run down the road to the boy who is standing outside the village clinic (a small room with very limited supplies). No one is there. We later found out that the doctor is on another island and the midwife not around. 
Heidi is on the move, giving me and Dam instructions. The cuts are quite deep, one by his eyebrow and the other on his head. We cover the wounds with towels that were slowly turning red. The locals squeeze some plant juice over his head, and the bleeding stops. Me and Dam are frenetically looking for plasters and Heidi calms the boy.
More and more people gather, everyone wants to see, the room getting warmer and the noise accelerating. The boy is so anxious, he starts shaking his arms. "You'll be ok, you only need to see a doctor and get some stitches. Everything will be ok". No he's not worried about his own health. He's afraid his father is going to find out and get angry... Oh fathers...
We try to empty the room, fresh air and stillness is needed. We pray. The ladies are continuously yelling, actually making me anxious too. Finally the boat is ready and the ride is there. Heidi gives the instructions of how to care for the boy and of we send him with a big cloth covering his head. What awaits the boy is a three hour boat ride to see the doctor. 
A couple of days later I find out the boy is fine. I hope his relationship with his father is too. 

Apart from Heidi using her nursing skills (maybe even saving a life) we've shared in the church, visited and talked to people, made friends, done some construction work, swam and certainly got a lot of attention as not a lot of foreigners go there. 
Sunday evening I volunteered to preach in the church. All day I was asking God on what? "Just remind them that I love them". That's it? Yes and that's what I feel one of our purposes of our trip there was. To tell them Carnaza is important, because they are important and God has not forgotten Carnaza. Fathers and mothers see a lot of their children grow up and leave, as well as many children see their older siblings move on. But God never left, He never forgott. Great and all mighty Creator, He who made everything out of nothing, loves Carnaza and His people. 

Friday, 16 August 2013

Such a time as this.


"Who knows wether you have come to the kingdom for such a time as this?" A poster in our small bedroom in Sanmar reads the quote from the Bible (Esther 4:14). I can't help but rewrite the words in my head, "who knows wether you have come to the Philippines for such a time as this?" Who knows...
And here we are! Time is precious and I'm treasuring the days more and more. I want to give my best, even when put to the test and when I feel like I haven't gotten enough rest. 

The last week has probably been the most intense so far. We have shared around ten sermons, eleven testimonies, numerous dramas in front of all together maybe a thousand people? A God-given platform, amazing chance (even though we didn't always feel that way) to share the good news and testify about it. Mothers, prisoners, basketball players, children, church assembly and college students have been listening, and I hope to God we've taught righteously and humbly. I hope they dare to question, battle with thoughts and seek for truth. And I pray mostly they will listen to the voice that convicts and speaks truth, and respond to the pursuit of God's love. 

The lessons I'm learning are good and many. I dare wish for more. The team is growing, everyone in their own paths and we still have unity. Love one another we need to do, mostly to be shown when less desired to. But friends we all are and no body parts are missing. Safe and sound, less than two weeks of this trip left, I pray we will continue to give our absolute best.

We just arrived to Malapascua. It's breathtaking but heartaching from seeing the poverty in Sanmar to the luxury of the tourists. This broken world. 
Tomorrow we head to a close-by island for three days. We're the first team from SA to go there. It's pioneering and new. Considering that last year Arno's team was the first to go to Malapascua, and ever since there's been around a hundred people sent there, it is exciting. Who knows what God has in store for us there for such a time as this? :)



With some of the cool youth after a youth service. 


Sanmar.



Heading to Malapascua.